Post by WhiteKnight on Nov 7, 2009 0:31:48 GMT -5
I have been posting before, but I never said hello. I think I am improving, and am pretty good at dealing with strangers and random girls but in school I have issues. So thats why I decided to start over.
Hey, NBG here. School as is posted all over this site is all about Social Circles and value. What do I do when my value isn't as high as it should be? Do to crappy friends who upset with their own lives will shitbomb your value because the cheap laugh makes the pain go away for a moment. I have very few extracurriculars. I don't really play video games anymore, but I don't play sports either. I watch some tv, lots of sports and comedy. I hang out with friends and do random stuff. I am preparing heavily for college game, but whats the use if at the end of this year I am still a virgin. I need to boost my value and I don't know how to given I can't play an instrument(musician cool kid), no longer am good at sports/on a team(athlete cool kid), or can skateboard or something like that(skater cool kid). Also my parents are super strict, sneaking out to a party is hard enough...let alone having one at my house which I don't think is built right for parties anyways. I currently have no job and thus very little money. I can work for my parents doing yard work, and they also pay me to do constructive things with my time lol. If I spend time studying say for SATs they have incentive to give me money to go get lunch with friends, if I study for a Econ test they give me money maybe to go see a movie, etc. But that money can sorta run out at times. I am considering in this economy the drug dealers path, if anyone has personal experience with this. I don't know what to do to improve my value and get ladies. I am pretty smart, I have a 3.4 GPA with very lil effort and got a 1900 on my SATs first try. I like to write, and well I would give away more hobbies but I have a fear of someone figuring out this is me.
I have tried just about everything in my life time, I like working out for some reason probably the endorphines(endorfens?).
Some personal notes: I'm white, 5'9, skinny, love indie music, love movies(good ones) academy award winning stuff..., I love football and fantasy football, I like to cook food n bake, write and occasionally read. I am a hopeless romantic. Mr. Niceguy in last place.
Some negatives, this year I have started breaking out and smoking cigarettes(I enjoy it, don't tell me to quit) I still have my braces on at age 17 nearly 18. I do not have a car, and thus haven't gotten my license. I can whenever I want to, I just need to schedule and pay.
I need some advice on what road to take in life that can help me succeed.
PS Hope I didn't come off as too cocky, or too shy. At times I can be either, but its not my true character. For example around over cocky kids I get defensive and kinda cocky...and in my 1st class of the day there is kid who is friends with a bully who made my life hell when I was younger so I am very shy there even though I have 3 friends in the class from the football team.
Hey, NBG here. School as is posted all over this site is all about Social Circles and value. What do I do when my value isn't as high as it should be? Do to crappy friends who upset with their own lives will shitbomb your value because the cheap laugh makes the pain go away for a moment. I have very few extracurriculars. I don't really play video games anymore, but I don't play sports either. I watch some tv, lots of sports and comedy. I hang out with friends and do random stuff. I am preparing heavily for college game, but whats the use if at the end of this year I am still a virgin. I need to boost my value and I don't know how to given I can't play an instrument(musician cool kid), no longer am good at sports/on a team(athlete cool kid), or can skateboard or something like that(skater cool kid). Also my parents are super strict, sneaking out to a party is hard enough...let alone having one at my house which I don't think is built right for parties anyways. I currently have no job and thus very little money. I can work for my parents doing yard work, and they also pay me to do constructive things with my time lol. If I spend time studying say for SATs they have incentive to give me money to go get lunch with friends, if I study for a Econ test they give me money maybe to go see a movie, etc. But that money can sorta run out at times. I am considering in this economy the drug dealers path, if anyone has personal experience with this. I don't know what to do to improve my value and get ladies. I am pretty smart, I have a 3.4 GPA with very lil effort and got a 1900 on my SATs first try. I like to write, and well I would give away more hobbies but I have a fear of someone figuring out this is me.
I have tried just about everything in my life time, I like working out for some reason probably the endorphines(endorfens?).
Some personal notes: I'm white, 5'9, skinny, love indie music, love movies(good ones) academy award winning stuff..., I love football and fantasy football, I like to cook food n bake, write and occasionally read. I am a hopeless romantic. Mr. Niceguy in last place.
Some negatives, this year I have started breaking out and smoking cigarettes(I enjoy it, don't tell me to quit) I still have my braces on at age 17 nearly 18. I do not have a car, and thus haven't gotten my license. I can whenever I want to, I just need to schedule and pay.
I need some advice on what road to take in life that can help me succeed.
PS Hope I didn't come off as too cocky, or too shy. At times I can be either, but its not my true character. For example around over cocky kids I get defensive and kinda cocky...and in my 1st class of the day there is kid who is friends with a bully who made my life hell when I was younger so I am very shy there even though I have 3 friends in the class from the football team.