This Gives Me Anxiety

[Grape]

When I be myself, don't do any big 'be a stuck up asshole' shit, I usually get anxiety when it's time for a kiss close.
This usually happens in day game since:
1. I don't HAVE to be an asshole.
2. I'm more vulnerable and build more rapport.
3. I'm not energetic enough to overcome my anxiety.

If I convince myself to just "Go for it." I'm sure it'd be fine, seeming it USUALLY is, but I'm thinking about perfecting these things.

The chick I'm gaming is a freshman HB9, we're doing a spanish drama project together where she's fixing my bathroom sink at 4 in the morning and we're alone in a spaceship.
Sexy, right?

I mean, it's all there like it always has been. The IOIs, the rapport.
Anxiety is dangerous gentlemen.
We must overcome it.

My plan: Do a lot of kino and push-pull until the weekends, when we'll go out somewhere.

Unresolved tension gets the best of us. -.-'
<33 Grape

[nine]

Nov 1, 2008 7:47:10 GMT -5 Grape said:

and we're alone in a spaceship.

I'm sorry, spaceship?

Nov 1, 2008 7:47:10 GMT -5 Grape said:

Unresolved tension gets the best of us. -.-'

For some reason, this sounds like a great lyric

Nine

[Grape]

Spaceship.

[nine]

The man says spaceship then.

I once read a great post for overcoming AA, where the PUA would give his wing $200 in 20's and for every set the PUA opened he'd get back $20 of his money. So at the end of the night if he hadn't opened enough sets he literally payed for it.

Perhaps you and a friend could work something similar, you decide on Saturday give your friend a 20 and say, "If I don't kiss this girl today, the money is yours." You'd have a motivation to do it outside of just pushing yourself, plus if you're like me your money is more important than getting rejected from a kiss.

Nine