Post by perceverance on Jan 11, 2011 18:57:35 GMT -5
I am going through another pua stage. The first stage I had when I got into this pickup art was excitement. Excitement that once and for all, I would date the girls I couldnt dream of approaching. This was when I was around 13.
A year passed, another stage, the stage of actual success. I had minor success with more women. My ego and confidence both grew a little. I was feeling like I was an amateur but was slightly climbing through the ranks and would eventually get more experience. I decided time would tell and I would continue down the unbelievably incredible road of pickup and see where it took me.
Another year passed and I turned 15, I was slowly losing interest in pickup. I became stressed out that things suddenly stopped working for me and the little success I had with women did not take me anywhere, the only positive thing I had gained from this art is the confidence. The confidence to talk to girls, to talk to people, humans. Then came the depression. I tried to make things work with different methods but my current school has too many guys with game and they are hogging all the decent-hot girls. I wanted to give up, I wasn't going to get to their level, might I mention as well that they are rich and most good looking with confidence skyrocketing.
Another year passed and I turned 16 3 months ago. Today I went through yet another stage. The stage where I don't give a shit anymore. Fuck the girls, fuck the school, fuck it all. I have high self esteem and I do whatever I want just to have fun. Because guess what I learned? Girls arn't everything. I know, it's hard to believe if your in one of the stages I went through. I learned this especially since the girls at my school can't see what they're missing out on by sticking to their typical guys in their clique and not giving somebody like me a shot. I am honestly tired of giving a shit. And if this new method of not giving a shit won't work for me, nothing will. Right now I am dedicated to having a good time, no matter what.
Even though I am going through what a natural would feel. I feel like I still need guidance. So here's what I posted this for. I need a guy who has his shit straight and has alot of experience with girls, preferably a specialist, who can give me a headsup and guide me through this process because I feel like I have reset. I forgot all about body language and all these bullshit pua theories and I need somebody with experience to guide me so I can give it one last shot and see if I can become like you guys. Become a guy with his shit straight. If it works, cool, if it doesn't, I don't care. I just want to try it.
A year passed, another stage, the stage of actual success. I had minor success with more women. My ego and confidence both grew a little. I was feeling like I was an amateur but was slightly climbing through the ranks and would eventually get more experience. I decided time would tell and I would continue down the unbelievably incredible road of pickup and see where it took me.
Another year passed and I turned 15, I was slowly losing interest in pickup. I became stressed out that things suddenly stopped working for me and the little success I had with women did not take me anywhere, the only positive thing I had gained from this art is the confidence. The confidence to talk to girls, to talk to people, humans. Then came the depression. I tried to make things work with different methods but my current school has too many guys with game and they are hogging all the decent-hot girls. I wanted to give up, I wasn't going to get to their level, might I mention as well that they are rich and most good looking with confidence skyrocketing.
Another year passed and I turned 16 3 months ago. Today I went through yet another stage. The stage where I don't give a shit anymore. Fuck the girls, fuck the school, fuck it all. I have high self esteem and I do whatever I want just to have fun. Because guess what I learned? Girls arn't everything. I know, it's hard to believe if your in one of the stages I went through. I learned this especially since the girls at my school can't see what they're missing out on by sticking to their typical guys in their clique and not giving somebody like me a shot. I am honestly tired of giving a shit. And if this new method of not giving a shit won't work for me, nothing will. Right now I am dedicated to having a good time, no matter what.
Even though I am going through what a natural would feel. I feel like I still need guidance. So here's what I posted this for. I need a guy who has his shit straight and has alot of experience with girls, preferably a specialist, who can give me a headsup and guide me through this process because I feel like I have reset. I forgot all about body language and all these bullshit pua theories and I need somebody with experience to guide me so I can give it one last shot and see if I can become like you guys. Become a guy with his shit straight. If it works, cool, if it doesn't, I don't care. I just want to try it.
Just kidding, but you can try it. It's quite a rush.