Post by Socrates on Feb 26, 2010 23:11:51 GMT -5
So summer after grade 9, I met this girl. I met her at a family party type thing in a hall. Anyways she was alright, i didnt like her that much. Then I started talkin to her alot. I mean soo much that we became super good friends, talkin every day every hour. Then she gave me a hint that she liked me, at that time i liked her quite alot. I asked her out n we dated.
The thing is, I met her once before we actually got into a relationship. Like after i got her msn, i only talked to her on msn. after we got close friends, i met her agian and then in grade 10 like i think mid grade 10, i asked her out... over phone, but havnt seen her in a while ( she had hot pictures styll). When I mean asked out, i dont mean like yea just a date, when i was younger, i assumed asking out was just getting right into the relationship, im sure alot of ppl did cause she did too. So its not like here lets date and see if we are compatible. We were boyfriend and girlfriend, and we didnt see each other in so long in person. I felt thats what screwed everything up, I was very insecure, thought shit what if she doesnt like my looks (evne tho she said yes ).
After getting in relationship, we broke up in a month. went on dates every weekend so prolly 3 or 4 dates.. i think it was 3 so not even a full month actually. I felt i didnt want to kiss her and she wanted to kiss me, ( I didnt feel like it was always thinkin bout my insecurities and i felt she was not a good girlfriend either... not as expected). <truth is, at that time i wanted some real relationship, one that i can yu know last, maybe introduce to parents etc... But I know all of u guys , and evne my self now, this girl is the perfect girl. HB 8 or 9 just because she was like understanding, talked bout sex acted sexy, super chill, played video games!.>
I am going to cut this down short for u guys cause i know u might not read if its too long.
Anyways, me and her dont work out. we had an argument and we broke up. Thats when I started lookin into Venusaisian arts. I learnt some stuff , watched David De angelo Doubl Datin series.. I didnt read all of mystery method but i got some basics. ( stopped reading before m3 model) Anyways what I dont understand is, ever since she broke up with me ( i still think it oculd be because of my looks and i currently have insecurities), iv never picked up a girl or gotten a girlfriend.
Now I rarly try to game girls, I dont game girls in my school because i know pretty much everyone my age and i dont like anyone. I game new girls that i meet at parties which i rarely go.
SO far I have 0 success rate and hmm atleast 5 fails. they seemed to be getting better and better, like on one i got up to asking her number, but she said as friends and her ex bf so they just broke up which is why she was flirting with me probably.
Why am I failing, why cant i get a girlfriend, am i doing worse than before ? I got a girlfriend before and it was without use of game... now i became cocky and funny , lost my femail friends and turned to an 'afc'.
I was thinking of looking into natural game because this hsit is not working! FUCK.
I'm currently in grade 12, I do not think im going to prom. I hate my school and i dont have a date... so why wud i go.
What is your advice?
-Socrates the Great
The thing is, I met her once before we actually got into a relationship. Like after i got her msn, i only talked to her on msn. after we got close friends, i met her agian and then in grade 10 like i think mid grade 10, i asked her out... over phone, but havnt seen her in a while ( she had hot pictures styll). When I mean asked out, i dont mean like yea just a date, when i was younger, i assumed asking out was just getting right into the relationship, im sure alot of ppl did cause she did too. So its not like here lets date and see if we are compatible. We were boyfriend and girlfriend, and we didnt see each other in so long in person. I felt thats what screwed everything up, I was very insecure, thought shit what if she doesnt like my looks (evne tho she said yes ).
After getting in relationship, we broke up in a month. went on dates every weekend so prolly 3 or 4 dates.. i think it was 3 so not even a full month actually. I felt i didnt want to kiss her and she wanted to kiss me, ( I didnt feel like it was always thinkin bout my insecurities and i felt she was not a good girlfriend either... not as expected). <truth is, at that time i wanted some real relationship, one that i can yu know last, maybe introduce to parents etc... But I know all of u guys , and evne my self now, this girl is the perfect girl. HB 8 or 9 just because she was like understanding, talked bout sex acted sexy, super chill, played video games!.>
I am going to cut this down short for u guys cause i know u might not read if its too long.
Anyways, me and her dont work out. we had an argument and we broke up. Thats when I started lookin into Venusaisian arts. I learnt some stuff , watched David De angelo Doubl Datin series.. I didnt read all of mystery method but i got some basics. ( stopped reading before m3 model) Anyways what I dont understand is, ever since she broke up with me ( i still think it oculd be because of my looks and i currently have insecurities), iv never picked up a girl or gotten a girlfriend.
Now I rarly try to game girls, I dont game girls in my school because i know pretty much everyone my age and i dont like anyone. I game new girls that i meet at parties which i rarely go.
SO far I have 0 success rate and hmm atleast 5 fails. they seemed to be getting better and better, like on one i got up to asking her number, but she said as friends and her ex bf so they just broke up which is why she was flirting with me probably.
Why am I failing, why cant i get a girlfriend, am i doing worse than before ? I got a girlfriend before and it was without use of game... now i became cocky and funny , lost my femail friends and turned to an 'afc'.
I was thinking of looking into natural game because this hsit is not working! FUCK.
I'm currently in grade 12, I do not think im going to prom. I hate my school and i dont have a date... so why wud i go.
What is your advice?
-Socrates the Great
