Post by Caesar on Oct 19, 2010 4:40:13 GMT -5
In my old school, there was a girl who i used to have a crush on , but all i had done was get in her friend zone. Back then, i used to have ALOT of chick friends because all i did was want to become friends with them and i did not really KNOW how to approach them. 2 years later after much pickup/innergame practice, i finally had an idea on how to get PAST the friends zone.
However, this left me with ALOT LESS chick friends, because i used to hit on every girl i see LOL. Although most of the time, this was successful in getting girls, they did not have the same comfort around me, like they did in my old school.
Then, after a while, i started to become selfish and not care about the feelings of girls and i had lost ALOT of respect for them (even though i did not necessarily realise this at the time). My emotions were slowly turning into stone, and even though i had a long way from being socially retarded with girls, i did not have much respect for anyone except myself and few friends.
I used to be known as a person with 'no emotion' and was known to be disrespectful towards girls, (kind of like stifler from American Pie).
1 year later, i met the girl who i had a crush on in my previous school, and i was stunned on first sight by her. for the first time in a long time, i was the same clumsy kid i was 2 years ago, and i was amazed at how much i was attracted to her, and realised how much i had missed her. After such a long time, these new feelings felt strange to me, and 3 months later (now) i believe i have completeley changed.
I started dreaming about her, and no matter what, she was ALWAYS on my mind, and i wanted her BAD.
I don't get to see her in person that much, but when i do, she give's me IOI's, but when i try to talk to her on facebook or msn, she doesnt even reply.
That pissed me off- and i will explain why.
Before i met her, life was great. Even though i felt emotionally numb, it ment that i couldnt get hurt by anything, and i was fearless. But then she came along, appeared in my dreams, and i became a love-sick puppy whenever i was around her. And after doing this to me, she didn't even say 'hi' back to me when i talk to her on facebook???
Although i am GLAD about how i have changed, ALL i want is for either ;
1. To BE my girlfriend
2. To get out of my mind
personally, i'd rather go for option 1
Im really lost on what to do, and i thought i might ask you guys,
WHAT SHOULD I DO??
However, this left me with ALOT LESS chick friends, because i used to hit on every girl i see LOL. Although most of the time, this was successful in getting girls, they did not have the same comfort around me, like they did in my old school.
Then, after a while, i started to become selfish and not care about the feelings of girls and i had lost ALOT of respect for them (even though i did not necessarily realise this at the time). My emotions were slowly turning into stone, and even though i had a long way from being socially retarded with girls, i did not have much respect for anyone except myself and few friends.
I used to be known as a person with 'no emotion' and was known to be disrespectful towards girls, (kind of like stifler from American Pie).
1 year later, i met the girl who i had a crush on in my previous school, and i was stunned on first sight by her. for the first time in a long time, i was the same clumsy kid i was 2 years ago, and i was amazed at how much i was attracted to her, and realised how much i had missed her. After such a long time, these new feelings felt strange to me, and 3 months later (now) i believe i have completeley changed.
I started dreaming about her, and no matter what, she was ALWAYS on my mind, and i wanted her BAD.
I don't get to see her in person that much, but when i do, she give's me IOI's, but when i try to talk to her on facebook or msn, she doesnt even reply.
That pissed me off- and i will explain why.
Before i met her, life was great. Even though i felt emotionally numb, it ment that i couldnt get hurt by anything, and i was fearless. But then she came along, appeared in my dreams, and i became a love-sick puppy whenever i was around her. And after doing this to me, she didn't even say 'hi' back to me when i talk to her on facebook???
Although i am GLAD about how i have changed, ALL i want is for either ;
1. To BE my girlfriend
2. To get out of my mind
personally, i'd rather go for option 1
Im really lost on what to do, and i thought i might ask you guys,
WHAT SHOULD I DO??