Post by BROner on Feb 16, 2011 1:14:46 GMT -5
Not really a rant or help thread, although that could always be helpful, but just kind of stating where I'm at right now and where I want to be, to get my thoughts down on paper.
Currently, I'm trying to expand my social circle. I can blame of this on my parents(rightly so), but a majority of it is my fault. MY phone is not ringing off the hook, I am NOT the one getting high-fives, handshakes, etc in the hallway. That, I can fix. What I can't fix is my parents being super anal retentive about me going out and doing shit (didn't want me to go 4x4ing with a friend from youth group?[plans fell through, but still]). Oh well, that will become an issue when it truly is an issue.
My goal right now, is to expand my social and become friends with as many people as possible(mainly guys, but girls with large social circles are NEVER a bad thing), and fill up my fucking calendar. Currently, I go to school, come home and do nothing, go to the gym with my parents cause I don't have a car, and then come home and do nothing again. Whoo.
Seems the harder I try to do this, the more it backfires on me. There are several things I could do, one of which is getting more numbers and following through with them. I have a lot of "friends" that I talk to and hang out with during school who's numbers I don't even have! Crazy, right?
Girls, on the other hand, aren't much of an issue. Yes, I DEFINITELY need more girls' numbers(and guys too, for that matter), but I feel I need to fill up my life with other things before getting into it with too many chicks, otherwise I'm likely to get slightly, erm... dependent, on las chicas. Got a few girls I'm talking to, and one that's a guaranteed fuck and has been since 8th grade(yet I haven't pounced on this- parents/stupidity). Then there's this one girl(oh, brother!) who's definitely different from the other girls. She's a down-to-earth country girl(and fucking fine!), but, it's w/e to me at this point. Things go good, they go good. If they don't, they don't. Going to a hockey game with her this weekend, and she owes me a massage from the Superbowl so we'll see how it goes. Again, being outcome-independent here and letting her play her stupid games.
Also, I just moved to this school this year, and it's FUCKING HUGE! 1800+ students(compared to ~600 at my old school), so there are definitely a lot of people for me to meet. I need to stop being so fucking concerned about looking cool and just fucking talk to people, get their numbers and add them on facebook, and network!
Goals for right now:
This probably sounded REAAAAALLLLYYYYYY negative, but it wasn't, at all. Just putting things out as they really are for me to see.
EDIT: Fuck. I write a lot more than I think. This little text box is so deceiving.
Currently, I'm trying to expand my social circle. I can blame of this on my parents(rightly so), but a majority of it is my fault. MY phone is not ringing off the hook, I am NOT the one getting high-fives, handshakes, etc in the hallway. That, I can fix. What I can't fix is my parents being super anal retentive about me going out and doing shit (didn't want me to go 4x4ing with a friend from youth group?[plans fell through, but still]). Oh well, that will become an issue when it truly is an issue.
My goal right now, is to expand my social and become friends with as many people as possible(mainly guys, but girls with large social circles are NEVER a bad thing), and fill up my fucking calendar. Currently, I go to school, come home and do nothing, go to the gym with my parents cause I don't have a car, and then come home and do nothing again. Whoo.
Seems the harder I try to do this, the more it backfires on me. There are several things I could do, one of which is getting more numbers and following through with them. I have a lot of "friends" that I talk to and hang out with during school who's numbers I don't even have! Crazy, right?
Girls, on the other hand, aren't much of an issue. Yes, I DEFINITELY need more girls' numbers(and guys too, for that matter), but I feel I need to fill up my life with other things before getting into it with too many chicks, otherwise I'm likely to get slightly, erm... dependent, on las chicas. Got a few girls I'm talking to, and one that's a guaranteed fuck and has been since 8th grade(yet I haven't pounced on this- parents/stupidity). Then there's this one girl(oh, brother!) who's definitely different from the other girls. She's a down-to-earth country girl(and fucking fine!), but, it's w/e to me at this point. Things go good, they go good. If they don't, they don't. Going to a hockey game with her this weekend, and she owes me a massage from the Superbowl so we'll see how it goes. Again, being outcome-independent here and letting her play her stupid games.
Also, I just moved to this school this year, and it's FUCKING HUGE! 1800+ students(compared to ~600 at my old school), so there are definitely a lot of people for me to meet. I need to stop being so fucking concerned about looking cool and just fucking talk to people, get their numbers and add them on facebook, and network!
Goals for right now:
- Continue working out, and hone diet towards Primal Blueprint
- Expand social circle- man up and get numbers and actually hang out with people!
- Get a job- so I can afford to hang out with people. Been trying for almost a year, time to step up and go balls to the wall.
- Get a car- bumming rides and driving your parents' beat up wagon ain't cool
- Pick up guitar
This probably sounded REAAAAALLLLYYYYYY negative, but it wasn't, at all. Just putting things out as they really are for me to see.
EDIT: Fuck. I write a lot more than I think. This little text box is so deceiving.