toby
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HIIII
May 12, 2011 0:16:16 GMT -5
Post by toby on May 12, 2011 0:16:16 GMT -5
aye im toby new to this site never been big on forums like this but ye here I am, Wana introduce myself with out teling my life story but sorta dnt see any way around it... k i was born with adhd was fine through elementry school always being fully drugged (rittlein) had plenty of freinds till round 4th grade my parents got divorced got sent off to some bording school while my freinds went through puberty then i came back was sorta whiped of my social skills... freind showed me an online game.. did nothing but play that for middle school i looked like shit and smelled like shit i made freinds by being a clown.. towards the end of 8th grade i kinda scraped myself up and got new freinds who still sorta bashed me but not as much.. then by the end i just felt i didnt rly have any freinds I just walked alone usually around in circles around school campus dureing lunch I tryed to ignore my social problems and focusing on either thinking about the online game I was addicted to or physical science which im interested in, always been a good drawer and even when people complimented me on It i couldn't really accept it, I feel like I try to think i dont need others but I know i do now. otherwise i wouldnt be here. I kinda thought the problem was the drugs i was on, as i was always on them in elementry idk if it really is or I just want it to be because its easyier to switch drugs then to re-learn this crap, I feel i don't want freinds and that i dont need women in my life but my body tells me otherwise. Never really been a religous guy my philosphy sorta was if you cant control it and you don't know of it, dont waste your time on it. I am akward around girls i don't know and sometimes even around girls I do know, some guys say im funny but the only real way im seen as funny is when i come up with insane analogies or contrasts. For some reason over the past months ive enjoyed picking a part and destroying the ideas of others or what some might call "trolling" I even made a yt account to do it, though I think i might enjoy the theoretical aspect of it such as a lawyer terroring apart a point of veiw rather then a 12 year old posting the word "fag" or "gay". I usually when im off my meds don't give a shit about anything.. nothing really excites me. And ive come to hate emulative people, people who copy others in striving for attention or recognition. I get pissed off at people who try to make everything about them but am usually contained about it, for example, I was walking to detention the other day and this girl was talking to me because she too had detention she was telling me oh how she had this excuse for that and this and how its not her fault and i was kinda ignoreing her and then I mutered somthing like you should take responsibility for your actions instead of running from your problems. Then she said "oh you always look pissed" so i looked back sorta weiry and she said "im just saying" well at the time I didn't really do anything but i felt like saying: ..... by "just saying" do you mean "just talking" because I know your talking I have ears retard and mabe the reason I look pissed off is because I am pissed off, Mabe the reason some apples look red is because they are fucking red, oh and you wana know why im pissed off mabe its correlated with the fact i have detention. Another thing thats always pissed me off is people who talk for no reason other then just to talk. Well i feel this is sorta getting into a rant and i dont wana get into specifics but ya thats my life... im 15 and in 9th grade... im good looking but dnt rly have any freinds..I spend most of my nights , blasting music,teaching myself physics, jacking off, trolling on youtube, and scraping together home work at the last minute and then geting about 6 or 7 hours of sleep sometimes even less. My moms a chemist, my dads a mathematician... idk wat else 2 say ...... oh ya and i fucking hate women who make a big deal out of nothing..
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toby
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HIIII
May 12, 2011 0:20:04 GMT -5
Post by toby on May 12, 2011 0:20:04 GMT -5
oops
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toby
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HIIII
May 12, 2011 0:28:40 GMT -5
Post by toby on May 12, 2011 0:28:40 GMT -5
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HIIII
May 12, 2011 10:42:51 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on May 12, 2011 10:42:51 GMT -5
my eyes are bleeding
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HIIII
May 12, 2011 13:44:05 GMT -5
Post by taxman on May 12, 2011 13:44:05 GMT -5
Your a faggot troller kid. I hate boys that whine and cry about their lives when there's kids in africa that don't even have 10% of what you have, you have a lot of potential. I can see it. You will be good with women (if you try and don't give up). But right now your full of hate and faggotry, welcome to the site. What you did in primary school means shit and I couldn't care less. What you do with your life NOW matters most and you have a lot of decisions to make. Your the meaning of anti-social yet you have hate towards other people. I'm only being hard on you coz you need a wake up call. I can smell a big ego, its time for you to choose. Weather you want to be an attractive loving person that's good with women or a faggot troll with no friends.
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HIIII
May 12, 2011 17:01:20 GMT -5
Post by canadiankid on May 12, 2011 17:01:20 GMT -5
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HIIII
May 12, 2011 17:35:00 GMT -5
Post by scripts on May 12, 2011 17:35:00 GMT -5
LOL you really need to change your perspective on life, BIG time XD
There is a kid at my school who constantly walks around the school looking at the ground who is in the same situation. He is honestly a great guy if he were to talk to you. But that's his problem, he doesn't really talk to anyone unless you talk to him first. You need to start talking to people first before you actually get friends. Damn, if I never learned that then I would be in the same position as you two.
It's not the medication, it's actually all in your head. I'm not saying don't stop taking those drugs because you actually need them lol. But, what I'm saying is that you need to actually evaluate why you don't have any friends. The reason? Most people don't like to talk to a person who looks pissed off constantly, people who are tired all the time, people who piss others off all the time just because it's entertaining to them. You have a skill, drawing, use it to your advantage. Be able to show others how awesome you are at it. People will praise you for your fantastic work. You can make movies, that's great. Make movies about songs or something random and if you think it's great just tell people that you're into making videos.
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toby
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HIIII
May 12, 2011 18:02:17 GMT -5
Post by toby on May 12, 2011 18:02:17 GMT -5
I wouldnt say im your definition of a troll.. i do h8 but i have reason 4 the h8 im not an idiot who posts blunt swear words for no reason.. as for being a faggot.. uhm if i was i wudnt rly be on this site..... oh and don't pull that "kids in africa blah blah" bull shit on me they were born into that im not them i dont compare elephants to bricks because there not even close to the same thing im just describing who i am..
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HIIII
May 12, 2011 23:43:21 GMT -5
Post by taxman on May 12, 2011 23:43:21 GMT -5
Ok cool
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HIIII
May 12, 2011 23:44:17 GMT -5
Post by taxman on May 12, 2011 23:44:17 GMT -5
Tell your ego I say hey
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HIIII
May 13, 2011 0:21:18 GMT -5
Post by canadiankid on May 13, 2011 0:21:18 GMT -5
Dude lay off. Your being an asshole, you can have your views but that last comment was completely uncalled for and unnecessary.
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RMO
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HIIII
May 13, 2011 0:23:05 GMT -5
Post by RMO on May 13, 2011 0:23:05 GMT -5
Lets put savant and toby in a room and see who comes out alive ![:D](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/grin.png)
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HIIII
May 13, 2011 0:27:56 GMT -5
Post by canadiankid on May 13, 2011 0:27:56 GMT -5
^sounds good. Let's video tape it and sell it on the Internet to make tons of cash
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HIIII
May 13, 2011 5:49:14 GMT -5
Post by taxman on May 13, 2011 5:49:14 GMT -5
Hahaha
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DanZy
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HIIII
May 13, 2011 8:30:07 GMT -5
Post by DanZy on May 13, 2011 8:30:07 GMT -5
My money's on savant. He scares me ![;)](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/wink.png)
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