Post by Grape on Sept 13, 2008 7:44:40 GMT -5
Ever since I moved because of a devastating event of me at my old school, I've been in a certain shock.
Society was a puzzle once again, I felt like I've been set back 5 years and had to start all over again.
I gained many many more insecurities, having NO ONE to talk to for the first two months.
And now, I'm getting close to where I was as a man with high social value and a solid personality.
This time, I'm better than ever thanks to the PU community. No more confusion over girls and frustration over bullies. No more embarrassment from acts of desperation. None of this.
When I finish making myself seen as no longer the big man in my hometown, I can actually start focusing on my OWN school and its people outside of school.
So far, I've only been to a few sport meets/games, a few concerts, and that's about it.
I've spent almost every weekend back in my hometown, making it nearly impossible to properly socialize with anyone in my school.
But now, the problem's very close to balancing out and my life will continue to expand and mature.
Society was a puzzle once again, I felt like I've been set back 5 years and had to start all over again.
I gained many many more insecurities, having NO ONE to talk to for the first two months.
And now, I'm getting close to where I was as a man with high social value and a solid personality.
This time, I'm better than ever thanks to the PU community. No more confusion over girls and frustration over bullies. No more embarrassment from acts of desperation. None of this.
When I finish making myself seen as no longer the big man in my hometown, I can actually start focusing on my OWN school and its people outside of school.
So far, I've only been to a few sport meets/games, a few concerts, and that's about it.
I've spent almost every weekend back in my hometown, making it nearly impossible to properly socialize with anyone in my school.
But now, the problem's very close to balancing out and my life will continue to expand and mature.
