Post by lordinatuer on Sept 1, 2012 20:37:40 GMT -5
Hello gentlemen
I heard tell of game and the PUA about a year ago. I experienced the classic half a years worth of needy lusting over a relatively attractive but not particularly suitable individual. The result, as expected was an unfortunate emotional mess which saw me lose about a stone. I was 16, hence I found myself morally propelled to hurl myself into some arena which would endow me with those mystical properties of attractiveness and charm. I started to force myself to socialize. Last christmas I couldn't even talk to people at a party.
Nowadays I'm about to turn 17 ( 14 days) and start UK sixth form. I've just moved from the school (of only 300ppl) that I've been going to since I was 4 and swapped it for a slightly larger school and a social life
I've made an account because I feel by now that I should have at least made my first move and I want to try and make myself feel more responsible for my development that I have previously been. PUA freaks me the hell out (the canned stuff, mystery is a legend but also scary) but this more highschool oriented natural game beckons me. I'm thinking new school new start. But this is the biggest social upheaval ever in my life and I only know a couple of people at this school. My biggest problem is anxiety, when I'm tipsy I can talk and flirt fine but even then escalation is a problem. I want the problem of girls off my mind so I can concentrate and feel a little more whole.
Too much waffle (not too blue), L'ordinatuer xx
I heard tell of game and the PUA about a year ago. I experienced the classic half a years worth of needy lusting over a relatively attractive but not particularly suitable individual. The result, as expected was an unfortunate emotional mess which saw me lose about a stone. I was 16, hence I found myself morally propelled to hurl myself into some arena which would endow me with those mystical properties of attractiveness and charm. I started to force myself to socialize. Last christmas I couldn't even talk to people at a party.
Nowadays I'm about to turn 17 ( 14 days) and start UK sixth form. I've just moved from the school (of only 300ppl) that I've been going to since I was 4 and swapped it for a slightly larger school and a social life
I've made an account because I feel by now that I should have at least made my first move and I want to try and make myself feel more responsible for my development that I have previously been. PUA freaks me the hell out (the canned stuff, mystery is a legend but also scary) but this more highschool oriented natural game beckons me. I'm thinking new school new start. But this is the biggest social upheaval ever in my life and I only know a couple of people at this school. My biggest problem is anxiety, when I'm tipsy I can talk and flirt fine but even then escalation is a problem. I want the problem of girls off my mind so I can concentrate and feel a little more whole. Too much waffle (not too blue), L'ordinatuer xx
